ども。

ずーっと更新してなかった。。。
ま、勉強とかで忙しすぎたってことにしておこうっと!
↑ちなみに、本当です。

今は日本語気分!＾＾

昨日は、前の学校の友達とミュージカル"WICKED"を見に行ってきました!
もうね、前から２列目で、役者さんたちのつばも見えちゃうぐらいｗ近くて迫力満点でした。
歌も、ダンスも、演劇もすっごいよかった!!
終わった後にすぐ、"OMG CAN WE GO BACK!?"って言っちゃったぐらい!
感動しました。
それで、終わった後にはすぐにStage Doorに行って役者さんたちの出待ちしちゃいました～ｗ
めっちゃね、サービス良かったよ。写真撮らして?って聞いたらYes Of course :)って。
BustedってバンドにいたMatt Willisとか、Elphaba役のRachel Tuckerとも写真撮ってもらっちゃって、人生最高の夜でした!

（最近日本語使ってないんで、ところどころ変なところもあると思うけど、許してねb）

ちなみに私の好きな曲はDefying Gravity~~聞いてみてね!　Youtube で Defying Gravity Rachel Tuckerって入れると彼女のversionが出てくると思います！

It's Wintery Autumn.

It's wintery Autumn, I'm not too sure if the word "wintery" exists, but I don't care, it still makes sense right? :P

It's so cold here in London. But it was a little warmer than the last couple of days has been today. What a typical London weather! haha!

I'm enjoying my school, the teachers that I have rocks! (well, excluding one or two.)

I have so much work to do but it's all going to be worth it ^__^

I should really go to bed now...

It's 4:40am and I'm meant to be meeting my friends at 11:30am tomorrow...more like today... in 7hours!

During that 7hours I need some sleep, shower, get dressed etc...

Why am I still up? I was listening to some piano pieces on youtube but somehow ended up listening to lots of disney classic music... And COULD NOT STOP. Don't blame me, Disney Classics are so awesome!

"Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious" :P hahahaha.

Byes. :]

Happy Me :)

I'm happy again. I think. :)

I made tumblr. Finally.

http://adaywithoutpurple.tumblr.com/


follow me :)

what do I do now?

I am so negative these days, even I cannot believe it.

I feel like I can never be happy again. It's like, I'm in a different world to everyone else, I just feel like I don't belong here.

I have few friends who supports me, and yes, I've been trying so hard to be happy, well at least act like I'm happy when I'm around them. Because I feel like, if I don't act like I'm happy and everything is alright, it is going to affect their moods as well. And I want my dearest friends to stay happy.
And I think I did smile a lot when I was around them. But, really, that fake smile I put on was killing me.


It really did hit me hard, because I did not get what I deserved. And all my teachers told me those things I've written down on the paper was great. And what I said was great too.
It's really surprising, because a decision of one single person can bring some people down a lot. More than you could ever imagine.

I really do try to be positive and sometimes I feel like I'm happy again. But then, these thoughts keep on coming back to my head...


Why did I even come to this country? I really do not think it is worth all these unhappy things happening to me...


I just want to be left alone all the time, I feel like suffocating whenever someone is around ;(





I know if you were here, Grandad and Auntie, you would listen to me till my tears dries up and not say anything. I miss you :(

原宿★

原宿行って来るーっ

一人でまったり？みたいなねｗ

月曜日だから、FOREVER21とか空いてるといいなああっ

爆弾焼きも食べなくてわ　(ﾟ□ﾟ(ﾟ□ﾟ*)

あ、もちろんタピオカも飲みたい♪

めっちゃ楽しみだーったくさんいい写真撮れるといいな　(*´∇｀*)

ばいばーいっ★

Japan is just fun.

I'm having so much fun and freedom here, I don't want to leave.

It's shopping everyday for me!! :D hehehe

but the life is so cruel sometimes, well, depends on the way you take it though...

The time passes so quickly when you're having fun :|

When I get back to UK, I won't have much time to relax.

I'm dreading for the results day, and have been for like 2 weeks now :(

Anyone else with me?

I'm just thinking, with the help of 2 nightmares I've had, "What if I don't get the grades I need?"

Everyone says that I will, but, if they see my test papers... they are going to be surprised. Let's just say that.

Well, If I fail them, I'm gonna think of an alternative then.

I hope y'all did amazingly! <3